kesedaran hidup

Assalamualaikum..:)

kadang2 hdup ni x selalu indah..

setiap ari, setiap masa ade je incidents, events yg memorable..

tp kte perlu sedar yg kte sbg manusia mmg xsempurna dan x lepas drpd membuat silap..

pengalaman mengajar erti kehidupan yg mendatang..

kte sebagai manusia perlu redha denagan ketentuan Allah..

Allah uji kte bkn sbb Dia benci kte, tp sbnrnye Dia syggg sgt kat kte sbb Dia selalu cube wat kte ingat kn Dia..

so, bersyukurlh ye kwn2..

sejak 2 menjak 3 menjak 4 menjak ni. mcm2 bite kte dgr..

almaklumlh dh akhir zaman..

bnyak benda dh Allah tnjuk kat kte ebg peringatan..

manusia skrg mkin kejam dan lupa, bumi mkin tandus, cuaca makin panas, ari mkin cpt berlalu..

sedar x sedar, sbnrnye kte dh hampir kepada Allah utk menghadap Dia..

reflect to my ownself, bnyk sgt dosa yg ak tanggung..besar mne dosa 2, Allahua'lam..hanya Allah sje yg tau..

cbe korg reflect dr korg..

ble korg MUHASABAH dr korg, korg akn merasa lbh DEKAT  dan lebih TAKOT kpd Allah..

time2 ni lh kte nk bertaubat pn..

kte xtau ble kiamat akn hadir..

Wallahua'lam..

new born..

yesterday, 9.8.2011..

he became to be a father for 2 little twin gurls..

how fortunate he is..

he must be happy..

of coz im happy for him..

things that i've ever dream for when i was with him are not coming true..

but it's ok..this is people call destiny..

we must have faith..

believing Allah's power..

there must b wisdom hidden behind all these mater..

dont ever give up..trust Him..

rndu mereka...

24th june 2011: i went to perak juz for them..

especially the mother..

dh lma sy smpn hajat nk dtg sna n dorg masih setia mnunggu kedtgn sy..

i really had fun sepanjang msa ngn family kat sna..

almaklumlah sy ni ank bongsu, xd adik..

ble ngn dorg, bru sy dpt merasa jd sorg kakak..hehehe..

syaza, tirah, arif, ayunie..akak rndu kat korg..

niat di hati dtg sna nk menggembirakan si ibu n yg len..

wallahua'alam sama ade sy berjaya atau x..

tp serius rindu sgt kat dorg..

selama 3 ari 2 mlm sy ade kat sna..

sy menjangkakan yg sy xkn jmpe ngn si dia n xnk jmpe dia lgsung pn sbnrnye..

TAPI..

on the last day sy kat sna,..a few hours before i get the bus..

nk dikatakan takdirlh kot..

dia tba blk umah de n he was rite in front of me..

terkedu gler..mmg gler2 nervous..

jntung ni rsa nk ggur..

tp sruslh...even kecewa n mrh mcm mne sekali pn..

dlm ati tetap syg sgt kat de..

tp dh xmungkin ktorg boleh blk mcm dlu...

rsa sayu sgt tgk wajah de..rndu sgt kat de..

skrg ni mmg sgt2 dlm dilema..

sy xtau ape yg Allah nk tnjukkan kat sy..

jjur dr ati...

setiap kali terdetik ati tntg de..

msti sy akan berjmpa ngn de...

Ya Allah...hanya Kau sje yg tau..

mlm sblm sy berjumpa ngn de, terdetik dlm ati sy..

''Ya Allah..adakah masih ade peluang utk berjumpa ngn S..... lg?''

tp ternyata Allah mengizinkan sy berjumpa ngn de...

apakah tndanya 2?

semua 2 tggl jd tnda tnya dlm fkrn n jiwa sy..

sy berharap sy ditemukan ngn ssorg yg baik, yg leh tlg sy n leh membimbing sy ke jln Allah dunia n akhirat..

insyaAllah..amin..

hari bapa..

sempena hari bapa ni, sy nk ucapkn selamat ari abah kpd abah sy..

kpd bapa2 seluruh dunia..

to my abah, i LOVE u so much..

tp ktorg dh celebrate awal2 dh..terslh date plak..

btw, everyday is abah's day n mama's day..

love u so MUCH!!

mmmuuuuaaahh!!

updating....

dh lma xupdate blog..

so..how r u doing guys??

i'm getting better..

no more suffer..

but still..missing him..

ak pn xtau smpai ble ak rndukn de...

InsyaAllah lma2 akn hlg gak de dr ingatan ak kn?

tp ak berasa lbh tng skrg...

<3

to be continued..........

i'm sorry.

ZAK,kalo ko bce ni,

ak juz nk ko tau..

rsa serba slh sgt sbb asek kaco ko..

semata2 ak nk hlgkn kesunyian ak..

ak mntk mf kat ko tau..

ak xtau lh sma ade ak wat kptsn yg btol atau x..

ak wat kptsn ak xnk ggu ko lg

n ak xnk berhubung ngn ko lg..

serba slh sgt ak rsa..

kalo ko rsa terggu pn, ko xckp pn..

ak jd lg xsng..

ak msg pn ko xbls kdg2..

ak xmo ko ade bad perception psal ak..

ak syg kat ko..

sbg seorg kwn yg memahami..

mcm mne ak ckp ngn ko

n lyn ko,..

sma mcm ak ngn kwn2 yg len..

tp ak mntk mf lh kalo ko ade berpkrn yg len terhadap ak..

seriusly, ak sng kwn ngn ko..

selesa sgt n ak rsa happy..

ksdhn ak sume hlg ble ak dpt ckp ngn ko..

tp myb kdg2 timing ak xbtolkn??

ssh nk cari kwn yg btol2 leh memahami kte kn??

updated

this is my most favorite shot at bukit ampang..thanx 2 tha...:)

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