Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Islam agamaku..:)

assalamualaikum sbg pembuka bicara...
:)
alhamdulillah masih diberi pluang utk ak meneruskn kehidupan ak
ngn pnuh kbrktn insyaAllah..>)
btollh kta org yg berilmu..
ble kte mendekatkan dr kte kpd Allah,
kte akan merasa ketenangan n kemanisan Islam 2 sndr..
syukur Alhamdulillah ak dilahirkn sbg org Islam..
ari ni ak merasa lbh tenang n lbh tenteram..Alahamdulillah..
sesungguhnya Islam 2 indah dan mudah..
hanya kpd Allah kte sembah n mohon ketenangan...
thankx gak kat family yg sntsa support ak, kwn2 yg bg sokong ak
n tlg ak spjg ak berada dlm keadaan yg x menentu..
syukur Alhamdulliah..
biarlh org wat kte mcm mne pn, tp kte masih ade Tuhan( Allah) yg sntsa bersma 
hmba2nya...
kini ak mngerti..
jgn kerana dunia, kte abaikn akhirat..
dunia hnya smntra..tp akhirat yg abadi..
ingt tau kwn2..
syaitan sntsa berusaha nk sesatkn anak2 adam..
sma2 lh kte mencegahnye..ngeee~~
rsa mcm ustazah dh..hehe..
but this is real...
*love Allah
* love Prophet Muhammad
* love mama abah
* love family
* love u all..

proven...

i've seen everything today..
how well they knw each other..
how happy they are..
their pic proved everything..
it's kind of shock..
and sad..
but i feel very grateful bcoz..
from now on, i'm officially let him go n break..
i won't keep my heart 4 u anymore..
many times i tried to keep in safe our relationship..
but it never work..
bcoz there was no commitment from u...
for mohd syafiq b. sharuddin,
keep urself in healthy life..
dont let ur heart control ur mind...
jga dr awk..
jd laki yg bertggjwb..
jd kn cinta awk cinta yg agung..
cinta yg sejati...
cinta yg lahir dr hati..
cinta kerana Allah..
sorry for everything..
u r my history..

Monday, March 21, 2011

now I unDeRstAnd...

ok..skrg sy dh phm..
awk lbh sygkn de...
awk lbh care kat de..
i have no rite to stop u
n i have no rite to love u anymore..
eventhough i love u more than everything
but now i realize everything...
i won't get jealous anymore..
she has rite on u..
and u hve rite on her...
i try to 4 get everything about u..
GOSH!!
i miss u like crazy 
plus i'm getting mad..
please...
Ya Allah..jgnlh Kau biarkn ak berterusan berperasaan begini..
 




Wednesday, March 16, 2011

kEHanCurAn...

setelah 2 thun ak cbe pertahankn sgle impian ak bersamanya,
kini semua hancur berderai..
malahan ati ak terasa pedih sekali..
ak meletakkn kasih syg ak pdnya ngn pnuh kesetian pd drnya,,
tp npe de xleh setia pd dr ku??
berpisah ngn cara yg bek, ak leh trima ngn ati terbuka..
tp ak seakan2 xleh trima knyataan 
ngn ape yg berlaku skrg..
spjg perhubungn ktorg, ak menjaganya 
tp perpisahan tetap berlaku atas sbb2 tertntu..
ak rindu kat de..
ak syg kat de...
ak xmmpu nk tggung sksa prsn ni sorg2...
ak m'hrpkn de phm prsn ak..
tp ak slp...
xd spe yg phm prsn ak kcuali Allah..
stp ari ak mohon utk dbri kekuatan dlm dr ak..
ak mntk ak diberikn cinta yg sejati..
tp skrg, ak pkr cnta sejati hnya ade dlm cite fantasi..
di dalam realitynye, xwjud..
ak xcye cnta sejati...
cnta yg selama ni ak beri, xpnh dihargai,..
spelh dr ak??
untuk ak merasa cnta sejati...??
:(( :(( :((